Saturday, September 26, 2009♥
it's like a sudden feel of sadness that just hopped onto me &now, i'm feeling at my worst. that aside. its Vicku's birthday today &i want to wish Ms. Vicku a very memorable &happening Birthday ahead. lots are bugging me but i have chosen to care less. no matter how much i do, it feels like thr's never a change neither do anyone make an effort to some betterment. so angry with people, really really. i feel like i'm picking on people nowadays, or perhaps i really am.
Anyway got a few of my results back. now its all about myself working towards the Os ¬ sit down to think what just happened to myself during the prelims. nothing major happened though. i finally feel the Os fever in school. hahaha! seriously.
My solution to insomnia seems impossible to find. i still find it hard to sleep even during my MOST TIRED days. whats wrong with my brains. i'm always up with some thinking, something's that to my mind i know its not bothering but not to my heart. its not even reaching anywhr near my realisations. everyone has a lesson to learn. some choose to change for the better, and some... for the worst.
Few days back i was into so much of thoughts about my past. though i totally know its not worth a single penny's thought i actually decided i should think a little about whatever that happened, its all for us to learn ¬ to forget afterall right? so ya, the possibilities of myself going into the totally cannot-make-it path which i initially took that was changed eventually. the consequences, omg can't even think. the pain's so excruciating. but then again, its all for the... better.
Had a good talk with Mits after some time ystd. told her SO MUCH to the extent my mouth really did hurt! now, the pro was that i lightened my burden a little. to someone who's a listener. not that bad uh mits! haha.
Deepavali plans are no plans. Big fat Os dominating the lives of all the kids now. what to even think, its so scary. hahaha. Diwali next year okay. hahaha, well personally i have lost all the interest over celebrating it for the fact that it should mean togetherness, peace &forgiveness. HAHA! these days, it all adds up to hardtalks. no one's heart is that genuine like it used to be.
Navarathiri's finally on! like i'm so free la. wth. pains my heart to be sucha useless in templing nowadays. Thimithi[fire-walking ceremony] will soon commence in the month of october. then comes Deepavali.
Prav asked to write about him. so i should comment on how irritating he is right. HE IS VERY! hahhaa.
[5N1's yearbook class photo design. add in your comments, Thank you. Not done totally though]
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