Trust me with your heart, I promise you the smile.
K O M I K O
Temasek poly's boring
18 going on 19 not so soon
I Appreciate Everything,Everyone. GOD FAMILY FRIENDS STUDIES
This're My Ultimate Priorities Set.
HAPPY PILLS make me happiest
C R A V I N G S
I believe I have what some don't even. &so, I should stop craving.
i managed to take responsibilties for myself, &wake up pretty early on a day-off like at about 9 to get my damn self to NSC(national skin centre) just as i reached, dad who was at work &was supposed to drop by so that i won't suffer all alone during my damn treatment was engaged. &he asked me to wait.
arghhh, wait, all alone - NEVER ME. i waited for about half an hour when dad called to ask me to get going with my treatment &he wud be coming soon. just as i registered myself, i was called in almost immediately - damn la, when i wait for dad, thrs no queue &when i don't thr is. i called dad to say i wud go in first, dad rushed his way. but then, by the time he reached i was alrdy done with everythng &was at the payment counter. papa was so busy, he asked what happened inside &kissed me goodbye &rushed off. it took barely a minute. and now, my leg. its painful. thrs like a damn blister on the viral warts which makes it all the more painful. i got injected thrice on the warts - PAINFUL I SAY, without dad, it was worst. &now, its like bandaged &so painful due to all that needles which went thru. damn it man, got to get rid of bumpy real soon.
I miss nandha so much but am so happy &proud to know that nandha's making lots of efforts to get into the thru train class next year. makes me feel so good deep down. though you aren't with us most of the times, or almost all the time i'm totally glad its all for good. at least we do know when to have fun ¬. great effort nans. seeing you, jalajaa wants to get into thru train too. inspiration? nandha enna summavaa! nevertheless, miss you tons maynnn!
Thin darl, i hope you're getting well soon. you should set aside your sneaking out to causeway thingy for a while, at least till ur wound gets a little better. miss you so much. like i promised, i would make time for you to bring you to gandhi's for sure. i promiseeee! GET WELL SOON, you know i love you to bits uh! Take your damn antibiotics or i will shove it inside your mouthhhh. Take care darlinggg.
few weeks more for you prav ! then, you're a army man in the making. Good luck darl.
Okay, today's appa's&perippa's birthday. celebrated @ECP. today's a special day yet not totally special one. appa was very down the whole time for the fact that its also his wedding anniversary today. i'm sorry but i couldn't say anything to comfort you as i myself didn't manage my way to some comfort. my mind's not been too good for sme time now. &i know i never told this to anyone. not even chume. its difficult to break this ice.
am i that disrespectful? is it me or have i always been this ? i just didn't realise until i came to know about this when a couple of times i was told i am. now, im pondering. my heart's been sinking. i have got no ways &i know. is it because i'm totally a changed person or was i always this? is it that something's always been bothering me that i no longer am receptive? why is it that i can't any longer disgest simple shit happening in life? why am i like this for some time now or always? do i even have a heart, is it that numb alrdy or what ?