Lots of updates: well that depends on whether i'm going to write it all out or not. i think most probably everything wouldn't be written out, knowing myself way too well.

Going getting started off with, what! Back to school tmr &i can already foresee a hectic week ahead. Geog test is coming up on Monday itself - MONDAY BLUES! &i swear i haven't been doing anythng much about it. well, i soon will though thrs' no much time left anyway. I have a story to write too. its due next month &thrs' no much thought about it yet! moreover, it should be a story of words up to 800! mad or what, of course i wouldn't have the urge to do it or even start. but i soon will. Thirdly, brother(bigbrother) &myself went to the clinic just now, for of course different issues. &papa was told that we both have to undergo an operation, he has sinus problem whilst mine is not anythng else but my damn leg. both of us don't want to even pay a mind to it at all. its pretty hard for my dad now too. We're physically ill whilst appa is,mentally. All these surgeries take lots of thinking &i guess its time i step it up &be a big girl or else i'm going to be limping for the rest of my damn life. Alright no comments, i'm still thinking. I don't know about brother anyway. I guess he wouldn't be too afraid of it all, moreover he would then have mre reasons to not go to his camp therefore, its predictable - ALL THE MORE, HE WANTS IT ! I saw thambi just now. i actually made an effort to go to 300plus &buy him drinks. that cute 2 year old came running to me, hugging my legs - tamil movie laaaa(don't mind! haha) I was kind of touched, he actually do rmb me, his keeakka! it was a totaly pleasure seeing him. feeling so much lighter at heart. Oh, &the family has already fallen apart so badly and making every scenarios worst is my damn aunty. i got no words to anything. i don't know what kind of a relief she gets passing on comments &of course not forgetting, extracting an info from one and not failing to spread it all around &most importantly, to the party itself who is being talked about. WTF? women are women! &thanks for proving it all. now, this is when all other women is generalised. What pleasure is it all about? what is so fun to be a black sheep being a family itself. Maybe its time you know what you're doing is not fun. its brings down all your reputation to drains. Your smile in the outside is fcuking evil &i feel like letting you know that i can see thru you. DON'T BE FAKE LA PERIMA. its not fun. You causing us a tiff is appeasing your every need or what! Stop being a damn disgrace to the motherhood. Well, i have already judged you. &to my account, you a damn insult to me. My freaking cousin Peeyah wanted me to blog about her. about how fabulous it is to have her as my cousin. how awesome? I'm lost for words. See peeyah, stop your craps or i'm kicking your butt damn hard! Rasa is missed, ilang kia! Pria is totally gone. &Lastly, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY UNDES!! Love you tons.