Trust me with your heart, I promise you the smile.
K O M I K O
Temasek poly's boring
18 going on 19 not so soon
I Appreciate Everything,Everyone. GOD FAMILY FRIENDS STUDIES
This're My Ultimate Priorities Set.
HAPPY PILLS make me happiest
C R A V I N G S
I believe I have what some don't even. &so, I should stop craving.
I never wanted a shoulder to cry on till this very day.I never spoke of my truest innermost feelings to anyone till this very day.I never wanted to show anyone there is this issue in my mind going on &on till this very day.But now, I'm afraid. I'm totally afraid.I would even want my words written here to be read by no one. I have no where else to write on. I thought I was strong.I thought one could go on living w/o really burdening anyone else.I thought one can live with their sadness all bottled up forever.I was all so wrong. I thought i was right. I was wrong, yet again. I totally know the biggest downfall is awaiting. Something everyone dreaded. Something no one in our family could ever take.Something even bigger than a death ! Something which could kill us in the inner slowly. Something to cry over which we ourselves can hide our tears no where. The one who brought so much joy, so much happiness, so much PEACE amongst us, is going, going to where he belongs. Theres' no way we can break open this. Theres' no one way we could find to get thru this. Even him, he himself can't choose to decide on his own life. I'm going to die without him in life. The one I would give my whole life too. The one I proudly thought was my own blood, own flesh &MY OWN. Greatest Downfall Awaits Like I Said... I'm already dying. My feelings are empty. I have nothing that I could ever give to anyone. My love which I spreaded is dying, is getting hard, is going to go. All I am left with now is much care &concern only. I'm turning cold. I totally know, Only I know. I wat no one to talk to, cry to. I want to do it myself, like always. I'm not letting my emotions flow to anyone around me. I will just be the fine girl they know. I can no longer give one my All. I am totally empty now.