MUMMMMY..! (Hahaha!)
[ See, I didn't ask you to bring me the world nor Money but just that shoulders of yours to keep me strong right? Was that too much to ask for? &Should i be sorry for that?]

No matter how much of love is put before me, Nothing beats yours &Nothing's as special as yours not only to me but to every other individuals too right. Hahaha Haizzz.

As usual, The inner myself is feeling a little not right about everything.
Every chances that were taken, not taken, missed, wasted are thought about, yet again.
Sometimes, I thank GOD for all that i have had in life &all that i have missed out in.
Everything happens for a damn reason &living life accepting them all is the way we prove ourselves strong.
Life doesn't come by with the fullest bliss all the time, right?
At the same time, why don't happiness come into lifes too?
We always want to make every second of every day memorable.
Memorable in a way, it brings tears of joy only.
But for the chances we have not taken in life, we miss almost everything we feel is the world to us.
Who is to be blamed for all that's happening?
The one who blames or the one who is to be blamed?
Which is which, God knows.
What life has in store for us is still not known.
The loses we have in life, who caused them to lost?
For the fact that time can never be turned back &life can never stay stagnant, whose going to be remorseful of whatever they have done to the innocents?
Many questions goes up there in the head but the answers are not yet known.
Or maybe should i say,it would never be known?
For all that one is going thru' in life now, for all that we have had lost in life, for all that we have not gotten in life &for all that we should have gotten in life - who's going to pay for it?
Its a lost, forever.
Even ten years down the road, if there were to be a change to all these, where's my lost childhood?
Why would the support and love be needed in ten years to come when that's a point of time you are strong enough to hold yourself?
What happened to the support and love that should have been there in the past ten years when that's the exact time, we needed you the most?
You are giving us the time not to realise but regret.
The time we don't need to have our realisations but the time we need more with you, under the safest arms.
You brought us here, &you left us then.
Many a times, I have felt so weak to even stand in life.
I have felt the weakest among everyone.
Those were the times, I needed you the most, but you weren't there.
We should have felt the world of love at the touch of your hands but It never happened.
You instead, brought a world of tears into our eyes.
You caused us our biggest lost.
Everytime we would have thought you were going to give us the largest love and happiness, you betrayed our thoughts.
You should have walked by our hands.
Now, you don't even give us the chance to pay the due respect to you because you claim you never did anything for us.
Was that our fault?
We bleed the same blood yet, we are so far apart.
Meant to be.. or what !
You might as well should have just left us at the darkest inside.
Mummy, I wish you were here.
There's so much happening around me.
I feel so scared to handle these alone.
People say, when Mothers are around nothing's impossible.
I want to test this theory.
Mummy, Please?


So Near Yet So Far,
Life is a mystery or misery?