Thursday, April 16, 2009♥
Went to school,
had science &math tests,
was sitting at cafe till 4 with kamsu,haresh,paal,haga,kavi.
waited for nandha,
met chuu headed to eatings &then yishun park as usual.
sent haga back to the MRT station,met Vicku at 159.
chu &nandha left,we left.
we met jaya &atti
we headed back home then.
10.35PM
Rap of the day.
Can someone just smack me very hard?
I feel very down at the very moment.
My inner world - super broke.
One word - HURT
Why would no one understands any point of my view?
I feel like i always want my last say - FOREVER
But that doesn't make me the bad one,does it?
You got no idea,Bloggieboo,how it feels like to be left all alone to think the best for yourself &every lovedone is against it,pointing out my mistake but i feel what i'm doing is right.
I feel so stucked,trapped.
I really feel what my lovedones are saying i should do is WRONG.
But at the same time,i don't want to handle something wrongly ®RET.
If only i'm given a option,i would just choose to leave this world.
Its way too hard for me to handle,bear or take within.
I worked on it,but i feel like its of no use.
Im breaking down badly.
I have no ways to turn to.
I'm so doomed.
I would probably want to consider the thought of going overseas as told by dad.
I don't want to face anyone in this fucking sickening evil world.
Its filled with heartless bodies,unfaithful love,unreliable people.
Why are all my girls &myself breaking down at the same point of time?
I wander.
Its SO hard to get out of this.
Understand Chu &Vicku,Please?
I'M AFRAID,VERY AFRAID
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