Monday, April 27, 2009♥
My posts have all been about Muhes lately.
Well,there's no words to describe how much i could feel for him.
I have never felt this bad for anyone before.
I totally knew how much of sorrows he has been bottling up these few days &that's exactly why my attention couldn't get away from him.
He msged me today saying he is very sad.
I knew this way better than him bcos all these years he hasn't been only a brother to know least about him.
I could barely say anything because ONLY he can feel his pain.
Therefore,i instead told him how much we love him and hw cute he can get when he ONLY smiles.
Amma has also been not doing too good.
There's only one thing i could say.
&That is We Love You.
He's thinking all bad things are happening to him and i could actually hate the whole world for making him say that.
WTF..! He's alright,He is. &He Is right?
He lost something very precious in lifeeeee.
VERY PRECIOUSSSSSSSS && WTF.
I wish i wasn't arnd to hear all these.
THE WORLD IS SELFISH !!
Can i ever see Muhes,the old Muhes again??!!!!!!
I have a million questions running in my head and no answers to them.
If i'm not strong then i wouldn't be able to give him the strength to go on but i barely am.
&&i'm trying to give him the best i could, and i will.
I'm never giving up in him bcos that would be the last thing i would do.
Kamsulogy has quitted smoking it seems.
I hope he really did.
Hahaha,my precious Kamsulogyy Darlingg.
God Bless Muhesssssss.
You have us,Love.
(I could actually recall how childish of a boy he could get those days)
Well,there's no words to describe how much i could feel for him.
I have never felt this bad for anyone before.
I totally knew how much of sorrows he has been bottling up these few days &that's exactly why my attention couldn't get away from him.
He msged me today saying he is very sad.
I knew this way better than him bcos all these years he hasn't been only a brother to know least about him.
I could barely say anything because ONLY he can feel his pain.
Therefore,i instead told him how much we love him and hw cute he can get when he ONLY smiles.
Amma has also been not doing too good.
There's only one thing i could say.
&That is We Love You.
He's thinking all bad things are happening to him and i could actually hate the whole world for making him say that.
WTF..! He's alright,He is. &He Is right?
He lost something very precious in lifeeeee.
VERY PRECIOUSSSSSSSS && WTF.
I wish i wasn't arnd to hear all these.
THE WORLD IS SELFISH !!
Can i ever see Muhes,the old Muhes again??!!!!!!
I have a million questions running in my head and no answers to them.
If i'm not strong then i wouldn't be able to give him the strength to go on but i barely am.
&&i'm trying to give him the best i could, and i will.
I'm never giving up in him bcos that would be the last thing i would do.
Kamsulogy has quitted smoking it seems.
I hope he really did.
Hahaha,my precious Kamsulogyy Darlingg.
God Bless Muhesssssss.
You have us,Love.
(I could actually recall how childish of a boy he could get those days)
:(
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