you know bloggieboo,

i always end up being at wrong,ALWAYS because of the words i throw unknowingly.
&regretting about it is all that happens next and forever.
right,bcos i can't control temper no matter hw much i work on it.
i can't get hold of WORDS,and i truly know when i lose smething then,im never getting it back and even if i do not the same way.
well,that's totally because of the nasty tongue i have.
c'mon la don't you dare expect me to just shut it when im angry.
and when you are angry not to react the way you normally do.
its just me,JUST ME-BOTTOMLINE.
but,i know when you don't spare a thot for others,it all goes down the drain.
people have their own feelings yes i know.
don't i hv mine?
why won't others think what i would hv been thinking when i throw words?
isn't it because you burst out of anger and its one way or another YOUR FAULT too?
not that you were all so fine with me and i started raging right?!!
&i could hv raged w/o much clarification,yes.
but when anger conquers what else comes next?
forgiveness is the key to everythng right?
why not for people who can't control their temper be given second chances
&YOU BE CAREFUL WITH THEM THE NEXT TIME ROUND?
why is it that you always want to be the way you are and you want me to chnge for you??
THOUGHTS,SPARE THEM PLEASE!!
just because of the fact that i can talk,doesn't mean i should lose everythng and throw words.
at the other hand,you know im intolerant or whatever,then why not talk things out b4 YOU THROWING WORDS OF DISOWNING ME FOREVER?
well,you are my brother,MY OWN BROTHER.
i shouldn't hv done that,yes i know.
at the same time,don't you think ur the one who hv been seeing me grow up &you know every character of mine,so forgive?
by any chances,if you think im at fault,then yes i am i admit.
at the same time,don't ever think i threw words w/o any damn respect,because you knw and you knw very well that im the way i am.
i disrespected you,you disowned me.
but did you bother sparing a thought for me?
im at fault,to the eyes of everyone,im bad and ALWAYS AT WRONG.
bcos i throw words,i get angry easily &I SPEAK WHAT'S IN MY MIND!
is it my fault to be me??
arghh,shut it,leave it &lets just die this way.
(I HAVE NO BLOODY CONTROL OVER MY TONGUE,FOR SURE ITS KNOWN)
don't regret brother.
&only i know how much its hurting in the inside.
Even my father said i hv lose a good brother.
well,i know i did,what to do.
ayee,its not forgotten.
the times when you always offer a hug whenever EVERYONE else turn against me.
now agree that it hurts so much in my inside to lose you?
arghhhh,die Komi die,go jump down fcker.