Monday, January 12, 2009♥
hving the feeling of getting an Olevel result for the second time was totally crazy.
and to think i will hv to do it another time next yr makes me all sick.
believe it or not,the feeling totally sucks to me.
but wadeverrrrrrr la,so seriosuly.
anyway gt my math result,and trust me i srsly didnt expect much
because i myself knw hw much i had put in to expect too much.
but okay,i gt a C6 which is a pass.e reason to smile uh.
bcause without at least a C6 for math u cn go nowhr near poly.
&moreover,i hv nvr passed my math:(
i mean i hv la,but nt in upper sec uh.
and i knw i can pass bcos i hv even gtten A1s
but MY FCKING PLAYFULNESS SPOILT everythng.
WHICH STARTED WHEN I WAS IN SEC3 TO BE EXACT.
but but...im fcken hell disappointed about myself right now.
bcos i knw i cld do better IF I HV PUT IN MY EFFORTS
but i didn't as i was too playful then srsly.
now i knw how it feels like to be a failure.
i wander why dad is so much happy with that C6 and i don't get it why.
he's been trying to console me but it isn't a success.
IM GOING TO RETAKE NO MATTER WAD STOPS ME.
I KNW THIS ISN'T MY BEST PPL.
for once,now i knw hw it feels to be a failure,to hv fallen apart
and nt doing wadever u shud do right.
learnt my lesson &i swear this isn't going to be repeated for my Os.
hmppphhhh,its srsly time for me to get serious.
if psycology is wad i want,then 9 POINTS!
will wrk towards it.
and no mre time for plays no more.
IM FCUKEN SAD &DOWN,SHOOOOT.
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