2010, not a bad year &definitely not a good year. But well, I met my love &all ready to fight through anything that comes my way.
I hate that 2010 took away my favourite brother &I got to miss him for the rest of my life. Which obviously made me insecured more than ever. It really feels like death is your way anytime, ANY MINUTE. &Its seriously not good by the days. Death is all I can think about during my freetime-.- when I go out, when I'm home, anywhere, everywhere. Seriously. wth. But anyways, I miss my brother whom I lost to a freak accident &feel like telling him how fucking much I wish I could have him here for the person he was, he didn't deserve to die that way, NOT AT ALL. Something I CANT accept till this very way. Nevertheless, you will always remain in my heart, rest in peace annae. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUU. :'(
&Nimalan, RIP too friend. :/
Entered poly &omg, time really flew, its going to be a year already. Sounds gooood right.
&Ive got too big dreams for myself. I just wish health is never a hindrance. TOP SECRET, I don't mind letting it out here, MY BIGGEST EVER FEAR IS CANCER. :/ I swearrrrrrr, if someone could find an instant cure for that, life would be better. Its somehow just a fear in me. Weird much.
&PRJ, Thanks for all that you've been till this very day. &Fcuk you for all the times you've screwed me upside down, downside up. But it made sense each time you do so. Will def make a better me out of all these.
&&OMG, DESTINY IS SO US BABY! Heeeee:)
&I love all my happy pills, you all are the best. I will lose you all for nothing.
This year, I wish to have smarter people for friends, when comes to thinking about last year-.- Really, done with childish people all around. Its time to fcuking get real people. No room for childishness no more. GROW UP KIDDIES! I miss having beautiful people like Bala annae, sick and tired of childish fcuks.
&Most importantly, (NOTE TO SELF)
I want to be who I really am &of course grow up to be a better person at heart and mind.